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So on my way home from Kyles house, i get the feeling a car is following me because they keep trying to get next to me, but when i turn they very quickly get behind me and turn with me. About four times this happens s i take a very weird way of getting home that nobody would take if they were just going the same way as me. Still there. Eventually they almost run me of the freaking road trying to get me to pull over. Apparently my car was suspected of just doing something illegal even though it was parked in Kyles drive way for about an hour. Pretty sure they were not police otherwise there would have been no need to ALMOST RUN ME OFF THE ROAD to get me to pull over. what the hell? Was that some neighborhood watch nobhead who takes his fake job too seriously? Pretty sure it doesn’t give you the right to speed or follow people OR try and run them off the road.

I was going through my pictures and looking back on stuff (Because i never actually delete anything) And decided i’m going to do a post about my favourite memories that i actually have a picture to go with.

It seems they only go back as far as 2009.
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Well, This is from when i first dated Danielle. I still remember essentially only going to this park and talking and playing cards. It was really nice actually but looking back on that now, wow i sucked at dating. She was probably super bored the entire time .i guess neither one of us could come up with anything better to do though(: For our first proper date we went to the mall for a few hours, and the entire time we were both so awkward that we barely said more than Three sentences to each other ;D We got past that awkwardness eventually. We dated for just under Three months this first time.
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Later in 2012 Living with Danielle for a few months. Although i may have complained that we didn’t have much space, It was very nice to be able to wake up next to somebody every morning. You sleep better knowing there is somebody right there next to you. I wonder if you’d still have been so quick to move away if i never moved out.
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This is from Science in 2009. I don’t actually entirely remember what we were doing for that lesson, but we got to wear lab coats and it was freaking awesome. Science was probably the only class i did well at all throughout school. Not because i’m stupid, but nothing else interested me. Point is, I had a lot of fun in Science, Especially in 2009. I’m only friends with one of the people in this photo now, and we hardly even talk. Kind of sucks but it’s still a happy memory.
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Now right back at the start of 2010 I had a bunch of awesome friends and we always hung out in the school library at lunch for some reason. We never actually read though ;D For some reason, this day was especially good, Even though i had the weight of 5 people on me for a while ;D If was just good for all of us to be genuinely happy ^__^ There are a few more reasons why this makes me happy, But i’ll get into that later.
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Media in 2010 with Jarrod and Kyle (And James. He’s just not in this picture.) This was my favourite class.. Not because it was even remotely interesting, But because it was so freaking easy that i could slack off most of the time and still give the illusion of doing work. Plus it was good to be able to just hang out and talk with my 3 best friends for a couple of hours each day. School made it a lot easier to see people ;D Towards the end of the year we also did the farewell year 10 video (Which was goodbye to us essentially!) I didn’t actually get to see the end result, as i decided to not go to the graduation ceremony, and just picked up my certificate later that day. More on that later though.
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IT with Jono and James in 2010. Again, Not a class i did a whole lot of work in. Infact, I didn’t understand anything we were doing. But i got to chat with James a bunch, and had some very interesting conversations with Jono. Probably the only reason i moved to this class was to chat. I’m fairly sure i failed this class so that was a bad move, But at least i had a good time and realise my stupidity now.
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2010, Meeting Shala. I still clearly remember her coming up to me one morning about halfway(ish) through 2010 with Jacinta when i was sitting against a heater next to the library before school even started. I was immediately interested. I mean… A really freaking adorable girl was actually interested in me enough to start talking to me, and she turned out to be really awesome and interesting too. We started talking a huge amount and stayed up really late chatting online, telling each other things about ourselves and playing truth or dare. One day she was cold and i gave her my jacket. She actually still has it to this day. Eventually we hung out outside of school and we went to this park (Wow! I’m so creative with my ideas aren’t I!) Anyway, We were talking a bit as usual and she decided to sit it the child swing and clip herself in and she got stuck. I had to help her out, it was really cute. Anyhow, Probably about a week or so later I ask her out and i get a yes. (I did it over facebook though. I’m a huge coward yeah?) I was really REALLY happy. WE ended up dating for about a year and a half, but i’m a total idiot and i managed to mess that up. More on this later.
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2010. Last day of High school. This was a really nice day and probably the best way highschool could have ended. Nobody actually really bothered with Classes. Me and Kyle were walking around a buttload, talking and everytime we walked past a class with somebody we knew in it we ended up getting them to join us. at some point it started raining a huge amount so i got the idea to have this picture taken of Anugs holding James as if he had just died in some super cheesy drama movie. I think it turned out amazingly. Anyhow, at some point the oval flooded and we all went down there because it looked like a swamp. and it was just heaps of fun really.
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End of 2010, hanging out with James at the calendar club. I dont remember a whole lot of what happened, but i remember hanging around the calendar for a few hours and then going on a huge walk and then putting cats on him. It was fun.
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Dating Shala, Part one 2010-2012, I was just always able to be myself around her. Something i can only do with like, 2 or 3 people. It never got boring and we always did weird stuff like this. I mostly remember watching shows with her like friends, Buffy, Dexter and the O.C. She also got me to try a lot of new things, especially food. Her family were also really cool people, her parents and her sister (And her boyfriend Chris) were all really intelligent people and  had some very interesting conversations at dinner. Her sister and her boyfriend were also really cool and showed me a lot of really awesome movies and music. Her little brother was fun too, playing x-box with him a few times was good ^__^ Felt like i got to have my own little brother for quite a while. I actually felt like i got along with them all fairly well, It was like having a second family.  I fell i might be going off track though. She was (And i’m sure she still is) just a pretty amazing girl and although she may have acted silly often, she was fairly mature about things. She was smart and creative and liked to write, draw and cook. But i’ll get to that in a bit. I just don’t think i ever had as much fun with anyone else as i did with her, nor could i open up to anyone else as easy as her. I’d always run to her in the night and for a while there id walk over in the middle of the night and the freezing cold and secretly sleep over. We eventually got caught out, but it was nice for a few night just being able to wake up next to her. I still feel like i messed up something really good there…
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Randomly visiting people in College. I didn’t do it as often as i should, and therefore i lost contact with a few people. But when i went in it was always good fun. Thinking back, i should have spend less time just visiting and more time ACTUALLY ATTENDING. Too late to change that now though.
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Valentines day 2011, Dating Shala part 2. Shala made me this cake shaped like a heart (You can’t really tell in this picture though…) It was pretty damn delicious, but thats not the point of this. She always put in the effort for me to show me how much she cared, which made me feel really good about myself. I feel a little bad about that because i feel i could have been a better person to her with how amazing she was to me. On the subject of food, She was a freaking amazing cook! Thats another good memory but i have no picture. Cooking with her was always fun. Actually made me enjoy cooking. She’d make so many things and i’d try to help :) I feel i mainly got in the way though, she was a far better cook than me, But She still always got me to do the Pancakes and the bacon ;D Something i wanna say now actually, a bit off topic… I’m highly doubting you’re reading this, but it’d be nice if you were. Although you never managed to get me to admit i liked Zelda, I loved that little dog. There, i said it :) She was like a tiny little fluffy baby and i greatly enjoyed being greeted by her each morning when i came over, moving on…
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Part 3…. Wow! This was at her formal. Wow i’m rambling about my ex and i must seem super creepy. Awesome. Fantastic. Ahwell, I’ve already started, i must continue. This was just after i started to screw things up. She had forgiven me a bit and i was able to come see her off at her Formal. She looked gorgeous and so… just… wow. I also saw her family while i was there and they said i’m still welcome over for dinner any time. That actually made me really happy because it just made me feel so….. Welcome. Hence the me feeling like i had a second family. I’d like to still be able to take them up on that offer ^__^ I miss their cooking to be honest. Only time i get to eat anything interesting now is if i go out to a restaurant. Point is, Just all of that was a good memory. Except for that asshole who did a giant burnout and all the fumes blew over the entire crowd. That was just plain rude.
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Part 4… Wow… I’m sorry if anybody is actually reading this. You probably couldn’t care less about my past relationships.. Anyway, Fast forward to 2012 (See what i did there?) No? Okay…) Early 2012 i got my drivers license and my first car. Shala loved to go on drives it seemed, and i was happy to always do it. She was also totally cool with me having the music really loud while driving. I went on my first long drive with her actually. We went down the coast for a day while it was still somewhat warm :) On the way back she was really tired and fell asleep. Cute. I turn everything right down so she wouldn’t wake up. I’m happy her parents trusted me enough to be able to drive their daughter down to the coast. That trip made me feel like i was finally starting to grow up and do things on my own ^__^ Unfortunately i messed everything up with her shortly after. I’d like to be able to do all that again and have that life back, But i guess i can’t be too upset because i still got to have all of these good memories as opposed to none of this ever happening. Anybody who is dating/gets to date her better know how damn lucky they are. I guess that is for that part..


Anyway, As far a memories attached to pictures, that’s all i’ve got. I feel bad for you if you actually read up until this point, but if you did, thanks for caring :)

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